"its finished a long time ago"...that is what she said. Even though i could feel it coming for a long time now and i even have prepared for it; why does it hurt still?
I have sensed it a long time already, I have heard things, I have seen things but still my mind does not want to accept it. Now that it has been verified still my mind refuses to accept it. I have gone through the denial stage, I thought I have began to accept but now that it is real why do i still deny it.
I am back to nowhere...
